I’m bored and I don’t know what to write, so I want your help… Write down in the comment box what you want me to write for my next few post and I’ll do it (the un-silly 1) as quick as possible!

Yesterday I was online playing this game called ‘The king’s call’ It was mainly about this person whom a dragon wanted to kill because it did not want this person to have a good life in the king’s palace. The dragon then distroyed the person’s home thinking he was there that day. Anyway to cut the story short, in the end you reach the bridge that leads right to the kings palace, without any weapons (You gave the sheperd your sheild and you used your arrows liao) you face the dragon and when it was about to attack you the sheperd comes to the rescue. He died for you so that you can be safe in the kings loving side. When you go in you see the king sitting on the throne with a hood on, it turns out that he is the sheperd! And at the end they say that this is not a non-fiction story, then they said that God sent his Son for us. Anyway, why am I telling you this? Because I think that like the game, we christians ahould be telling the good news, and that is, God died for us. He took our sins that we should be having, we should have died instead of him, but:

“For God so mloved the world he gave his 1 and only son that whoever believed in him shall not perish.”

This is my message to all of you. And that is the King’s Call, for you to believe in him and stay with him in his mansion up above in heaven.

Something happened not long ago. A something that made me feel betrayed. It happened in school,

Day 1: 

During Pj class, my friend asked me to call my best friend and she called her my ‘husband’ I told myself they were just playing and that it was nothing to be angry about.But I was wrong.And it was just day 1

Day 2

My so-called ‘friends’ became so proud of themselves because of some stupid reason. They got an example of how to do the KGT(Kajian Geografi Tempatan) and of course they were supposed to show us the example but they insisted that if we paid them we would have gotten a photocopy of it. The school photocopy machine was spoiled so they said that they would have to wait until it was repaired.Nothing wrong you say? No, one of them had a photocopy machine in her house but refuses to use it. I thought maybe it will be better tomorrow. I was wrong, and it was still day 2.

Day 3

I asked my best friend if I could borrow her KGT to see how to do it.She refused, so I asked why and she didn’t answer. I thought it was just her playing attitude so I asked her how to do all 5 tugasan’s and as she was explaining this girl who is apparently part of thier gang, came over and said “Andrea ni… Copy Azraa punya KGT bulat-bulat je…” I looked at her thinking she was just playing and she went opposite the table I stared at her like she was bonkers but she just gave me a cold stare and said under her breath “She’s just using you.” I left the table instantly. We fought many times after this inccident and we didn’t talk to each other for a LOONG time even now I’m not talking to her. I thought that maybe my time is changing and that I should wait for tomorrow.I mean it is a new day right?I was wrong still more supprises was coming for me. Day 3 and I have an awful long way to go.

Day 4

I told one of my other best friend what was making me so upset and she told me not to be sad and don’t cry it’s gonna be alright. As if. I told another girl whom I always walk back with from school what was upseting me and she said she knows why. “Kerana you suka buat mereka.Mereka tak suka so they buat la you.” I told her that it was unfair they pinched me, they touched my hair with thier dirty hands and they also did alot of things, and I also told her the reason that I did those things was because I was so small and short they keep teasing me. So then she told me it’s gonna be ok and I should handle it with the streangth I always use. It was the last day of the semester and I know I still have an awful LOOONG way to go.I can’t message any of my ‘friends’. My best friend won’t help me with my homework and now my maths has started to go downhill. All because of that incident. When I came back I opened my bible to Plsam 121 and it said:

‘I will lift up my eyes to the hills,where does my help cometh from?My help cometh from the Lord,which made the heaven and the earth. He wil not suffer thy foot to be moved; he that keepeth thee will not slumber. Behold he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep. The Lord is thy keeper; the Lord is thy shade upon thy right hand. The sun shall not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night. The Lord shall preserve thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.’

I then felt the peace of the Lord. And then I thought ‘Why don’t I share this in my blog? I haven’t written in a long time. And I didn’t share during church so I wrote it and sorry dear readers for not writting! Was very busy!

                                                      I look up to the hills-where does my help come from?

The way I see it. It’s exactly the way I see it.