Life…

School is horrible, it makes me wanna cry…

I think that I have no one to look up to,
I feel like sometimes no one cares…
I think that I’m all alone in this world,
I feel that when I look in the sky, nothing becomes clear… 

I’m gonna take PMR this year,
Andy will be going off to US…
Angie’s going to take SPM this year,
She’s going off next year…

I’m going to start my SAT’s the end of this year?
I’m taking 4 clubs for koko…
I’ve been asked to take Literature this year?
I’m having a lot of stress with school…

I’ve been having a hard time waking up,
I’ve been extremely tired this week.
I’ve been having headaches a lot,

AND

I’M HAVING STRESS IN SCHOOL!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF IT!!!

Sigh…

alone_in_parkI feel like an outcast sometimes… But I guess that’s life…

6 Responses to this post.

  1. Posted by Kingsley on January 10, 2009 at 9:00 pm

    And I always thought that it’d be best to be the youngest.

    Hard to live up to expectations, eh? Don’t fret now, many more years ahead of you :P

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  2. Jia You! I’ve somewhat been there before, so you’re not alone *hugs*
    You can do it (through Christ who strengthens you)!
    That reminds me of the sunday school song I thought my sunday school kids today:

    My God is so BIG
    So STRONG and so MIGHTY
    There’s nothing my God cannot do
    FOR YOU!

    ;)

    Love,
    Che Anna

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  3. Come on, be more optimistic, God have a purpose for all these. Just that you have to ask him to reveal it to you.

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  4. Posted by Josh on January 18, 2009 at 12:09 pm

    err… ‘I feel that when I look in the sky, nothing becomes clear… ‘
    of coz.. it’s malaysia.. we burn rubbish lol..

    actually i feel the same, i was having hard times in school like kena bully, but thank God i met some good friends during form 3 and things turn out the bright side..

    pray.. God will help in one way or another.. and you have a supportive family (i guess), and stop listening to sad songs :)

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  5. Posted by Davis the not-so-great on February 8, 2009 at 1:36 pm

    hey Andrea! What’s our church theme this year?

    “Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,” Hebrews 12:1

    I’m showing u KJV version so u can understand more, it says patience here. The patience here doesn’t mean the one where u stand somewhere and wait. It simply means run as u wait, ENDURE. Well no one is living a wonderful life in school despite some who claim they are, u and me are no exception. However in the midst of all this, God give us strength all the time. And u have all of us here to support u and pray for u!

    If u notice, this is also where God will show Himself in the midst of trials in our lives. If u live everyday without any trials, u MIGHT not pray, slowly might even think yr god! Some people do.

    Jesus said: Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28

    Come to God!

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